Post #66
Today is just one of those days.
I'm awkward. I make things awkward. I make people around me awkward. I make situations awkward.
I'm alone. I may be surrounded by people, but I'm lonely. At the end of the day, I'm alone.
I can't speak. I can't raise my hand in class. Everything I want to say, someone beats me to it. What I say is stupid. I'm stupid. I'm not brilliant.
I wish I was brilliant. I wish I wasn't awkward. I wish I didn't feel alone.
But I guess today is just one of those days.
Dear Awkward,
ReplyDeleteYesterday a giant man driving a red aveo made a lane change, stepped on the breaks and honked at me yelling "HEY! NICE CAR!" Stunned I managed to blurt out "Likewise" and give him a forced smile. If you are awkward and stupid, there is no hope for me.
Hopeless.